misinterpretation....1 : to explain wrongly
2 : to understand wrongly

I think a lil' of both weere done here. OKaiiE i'm not realy an insecure type of person so i really wouldn't need anutha person to make me feel secure. When i sed i only went back whuz for security i meant security as in protection. like when pplz come @ me with bullshit or when i'm tired ov my parents or friends or family or tha way shit's goin' i could always run to u n'd wheneva i'm with u  i forget about all that otha shit n'd i think u can onli find security in the one (s) u luv n'd i find security in rachel

prediction: furst words  outta her mouth will be bullshit....lmao i wouldn't be surprised

Happy now Elise?!?!?!....friggin' physco j/k lolz

in a bad mood as of late n'd i really can't figure out why...i've been havin' serious emotional issues lately i'm like always depressed i wuz thinkin' about skewl n'd where it'll lead me in the future n'd about how all i've ever wanted do whuz be a basketball superstar n'd marry my highskewl sweetheart n'd have tha perfect story for nbc n'd everything but i'm starting to realize how unlikely those dreams are i mean i've got HORRIBLE knees n'd my hs's b-ball team sucks which means no exposer and this fuckin' hs sweetheart thing is not going well at all i thought i found the hs sweetheart but i didn't i like a couple of pplz now but i don't think i have a real future i kno " i'm young i've got plenty of time and i'm new to hs" but seriously my world has been really grim as of late i think the only reason i went back to rachel so many times whuz for security i really can't stand the thought of bein' alone but i can't even find friends that i wanna hang out with how am i suppose to find female companionship i don't kno i'm jus gunna try to stay occupied so i can't think about my dejection damn this miserable life....why can't i jus dieeee (hahaha kev)

positive(s): won this poetry contest get to g2 cali BUT it's a week so my moms not gunna let me miss that much skewl damnit i juss wanna get away for a while....also valeries OKaiiE n'd the westnile is stable so she's gunna be OKaiiE BUT she doesn't like me oOo n'd it's clear that olivia likes me BUT she goes out with my friend dominque

negative(s): everything in my life sux INcluding the3 things in the positive category above....they seem positive but they're catch 22's @ least they're pleazin' to think about til i get to the consequences

" there's no postive place worth directing my emotions so to my torpid thoughts go all my devotion."

OMG.....where whuz i valerie the mad dope gurl i whuz tellin' u about b4....she's got west nile!!!!

omg i hope she doesn't die i feel soOo bad that sux soOo much she's like my bestest friend in tha skew

i hope she doesn't die she's soOo kewl she really doesn't deserve to be sick she's such a nice person i hope she feels better asap cuz we need her back in skewl.....big youngstar shout out to "my # 1(ll cool j)  valerie

i've got anutha crush...well 2 actually val n'd amanda....they're both bangin' n'd mad kewl but i've got hw so i'll put ya'll up lataz 4-3 h/f